I'm uncertain and very lost

Confused and re-buried

Tired and defrosted

Fallen and unvaried.

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But the worst thing about it is

I don't know what to fix

These directions on the lover's quiz

Leave many open tricks

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If its one thing that I'm certain of

And knowing that is true

I'll always abide right by his love

No matter what we do

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I don't know about him

But I meant every word

Drawing the line very thin

Is dangerously slurred

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Enough of all the emo shit,

I'm becoming what I hate

Emotionals who slump around

Then mourners catch the bait.

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Although every second counts

And I don't want to wait

These aren't always blunt amounts

Of horrible, hurtful pain

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My confession stands without a doubt

I hope you all have listened

A lacking of to get this out

Would kill me in an instant

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The days that pass are long and hungry

Starving for redemption

I strive not to be the adoptee;

The backup plan's exception

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Spill my words onto this keyboard

For an art my confession to be

Forgive me, if there is a lord

Once blind can all now see