About ready to die
About ready to give up my life
Ready to fall
Ready to lose it all

I'm slowly going insane
Losing myself to all this pain

My life is fucked
Why should I stay sober?
I want to drink until I pass out
I want to fall so no one hears me cry out

I'm slowly going insane
Losing myself to all this pain

Why can't you be here for me?
Why can't you come and hold me?
I'm so fucking lost without you
I can't breathe when I'm not around you

I'm slowly going insane
Losing myself to all this pain

Hating this dreary place
Hate seeing every face
Hate the ones that aren't you
Hate everyone, to tell the truth

I'm slowly going insane
Losing myself to all this pain

Hands are shaking
Spirit is breaking
Falling apart
Losing heart

I'm slowly going insane
Losing myself to all this pain

Can't you see me crying out?
Can't you see me falling down?
I'm lost to the world
I can't see at all

I'm slowly going insane
Losing myself to all this pain

Please hold me close
Never let me go
I fear I'll lose you
I fear the end with you

I'm slowly going insane
Losing myself to all this pain

I'm so scared of it all
I'm so scared you won't break my fall
My life right now is hell
I can't stand you not being there to tell

I'm slowly going insane
Losing myself to all this pain