You say you are sorry…

And I believe you.

Until the doubt clouds my brain again.

Revenge you said I know how you feel

But I didn't take revenge.

I am happy for my friend.

But again your judgement says that not of your happiness

But of your jealousy

And I want again to forgive you but

It will take a while before I can trust you again.

Think about that next time you decide to pretend.

It hurt and you don't get it.

Trust is not something I hand out

Its something you earn and

It will take you a while to earn that back

So think next time you pretend.