A/N: Not my best, but I wanted it here all the same. I feel invisible, and it's my fault. I wish I could break down my own wall...anyways, R&R me, I'll R&R you. Keep writing.
Take a good look at me
I'm hoping, wishing you can see
All the darkness, all the secrets
The incredible sins (inside) of me
One long look into my guilty eyes...
If you only knew, you'd be surprised
If someone knows, I hope they tell
I need to talk about my twisted world
I'm breaking (I'm crashing)
Ready to burst
My skin's on fire (but my heart feels worse)
Sometimes I feel so alone inside
These past few nights, I can only cry
I want to get a bigger mask
Covering myself is my only task
Sometimes I'm afraid someone can see though
It's a fear, a hope, it never comes true
I've tried to open up before
But I'm so afraid they'll slam the door
I never get everything off my mind
I say as little as possible and call the rest 'mine'
There are so many times I want to show my scars
But I can never seem to let it get that far
Cutting myself (...not deep enough to bleed)
Writing notes to everyone (...that they'll never see)
It's all so subtle, slight whimpers here and there
And since nobody knows, I feel that nobody cares
It's my fault, my mistake, and I apologize profusely
And I'm shaking as I ask this, but please...can you help me?