For a minute I wished that it had been you knocking at the door
Instead of a silent companion standing by me ever more
Maybe for a second it would have seemed like you cared
And you would have comforted me while I was feeling so scared
But maybe that's too hard for you
And maybe I'm hoping for something you can't do-
To hold me while I cry my tears
And whisper away my darkest fears
To make me laugh when I'm hurting within
And kiss away the wounds that hurt like sin-
You don't expect me to be perfect, do you?
So I guess I shouldn't expect it of you
But that's a lie if there ever was one
After all the things that you've done
You can't just be happy that who you have is me
Instead, you want me to be perfect, something I can't be
I'm sorry if I'm a selfish little brat sometimes
But at least I haven't committed your crimes
And if you can't be the parents I want to see
Then don't expect me to be anyone but me