Ultimate Escape

I try to sleep.
There's no escape.
I run, I hide
I can't get away.
No one hears my scream.

I mess with my mind
Tear it to shreds.
Light up the fire
Throw back the pills.
Stand in the ruins
Thinking I've won
But there you are.
I've lost again.
And now I have to run.

I try to sleep.
There's no escape.
I run, I hide
I can't get away.
No one hears my scream.

I mess with my body
Tear it to shreds.
Slice up the flesh
Drain out the blood.
Stand in the ruins
Thinking I've won
But there you are.
I've lost again.
And now I have to run.

I try to sleep.
There's no escape.
I run, I hide
I can't get away.
No one hears my scream.

I play with my life
Tear it to shreds.
Light up my hate
Drain out the hope.
Stand in the ruins
Someday I'll win.
But there you are:
All I regret.
I ran and I ran,

And now I am dead.