Cold As Ice
Parts of my heart slowly becoming cold,
A love that's lost, comes now to be old,
Any touch makes me cringe,
No one can replace what left me on a hinge,
Can I love again?
Where has that love been?
I feel so alone, even in a crowded room,
None of my inner flowers bloom,
I wonder sometimes if life is worth it all?
Worth all the trouble, worth all the falls?
Hardships and darkness, here comes no light,
I fall to death, to end this fight,
Against hate, against a loveless heart,
My body falls apart,
I see my death of suicide,
It's my escape; it's my way to hide,
I awake; it was all just a dream,
It was all so real, it seemed,
I continue through life without someone to hold,
As the frozen ice, my heart grows cold.