AN: Ok this was written a 3 am, its about where i used to live and how i feel about it..sorta...its kinda confusing.

"Seasons"

-v1- The moment I looked up was the moment I died

I tried so hard not to cry

When I said this was goodbye

But every-time I think of it i feel

Another piece of me fall.

(CHORUS 1)

---Seems like those summer days will never fade

Like the fall, winter and spring

The endless changes around me

Falter when I blink my eyes

I'm so sorry I never changed my mind.---

-v2- My heart races as I run back to what I left

Only to find that it had moved on

I should have known that I would be left alone

I always am, why would now be different

(CHORUS 2)

---Seems like those summer days will never fade

Like the spring, winter and fall

The endless changes around me

Falter when I blink my eyes

I'm so sorry that I never listened to my heart...---

-v3- I'm so sick and empty inside

It makes me want to cry for what I lost,

Something that was never really mine.

I was damned from the start

Dreaming of what would never be.

(CHORUS 3)

---Seems like that summer just won't fade

Unlike the winter, fall and spring

That endlessly changed before me a lifetime ago

It falters when rain pours from my eyes,

I'm so sorry I ever left.......---

..Gentle leaves fall from their shelter and I drift from home,

Visions blur with unshed tears

And I pretend to make my way,

Yes I pretend not to care...

So that the pain isn't real..