Heart vs. Head

I'll love him always
No matter what goes wrong
Through all my days
No matter how long

No it's not him I love
It's what he use to be
When he was my dove
And in love with me

But then again he touches my heart
He lays a pound me his kiss
And than my head starts
To dissolve in his bliss

But he still refuses to be here
When I need him by my side
He no longer holds me dear
That part of him has died

I feel so confused
I don't know where I belong
All my energy is used
And the battle line is clearly drawn