I Have to Stay

I only want to leave
So I can escape from myself
She tells me I'm stupid and useless,
I'm worth nothing
I'm here trying to make things work
Digging my nails in my palm
Scraping the skin
Is this all reality?
I don't know why I'm here
Trying to please all but one
He knows I'm going to be okay
But I'm the one doubting it all
And she's the one who doesn't care
Wither I'm here or not
"I'm leaving you", I've told her many times
But she stops me over and over
Now I won't even attempt my escape,
He'd only get crushed,
I have to stay
And I have to stay strong for him,
I have to stay
He's done so much for me
I have to stay