note from me to you

I let the thing crawl

between me

and whatever

it is that I'm looking for.

Its my pain

that lets me trail my way back

(I never get lost

in what I feel

when

I feel

it

on

paper.)

You can cheat me out of what's rightfully mine,

and you can fuck me over

until you change your mind.

You can neglect

and reject me

open me up

and shake me;

forsake me

if you want to

but I'll always be here

to write about it.