note from me to you
I let the thing crawl
between me
and whatever
it is that I'm looking for.
Its my pain
that lets me trail my way back
(I never get lost
in what I feel
when
I feel
it
on
paper.)
You can cheat me out of what's rightfully mine,
and you can fuck me over
until you change your mind.
You can neglect
and reject me
open me up
and shake me;
forsake me
if you want to
but I'll always be here
to write about it.