Borderline on Reality

Why did I care so much
Just to be a part of that time?
When everybody was just simply broken
And infuriated
I don't understand
Nothing has logic anymore
Nothing makes any sense
I'm losing touch with this reality
Slipping deeper in my slumber
Keep me awake
Keep me awake?
I can't, I can't
Wake from this sleep
As I fall so much deeper
The moans they cry out
Hearing my desperate attempts
In my struggle to stay surfaced
In the bottomless ocean
An ocean, filled with my tears
It's all a big blur,
Nothing makes sense
I keep jumping from here to there,
There to here
No real facts
I've lost the ability to stay within reality
I'm lost to my dreams.