Neverend Pain

Pushing down into my skin
I can't get this noise out
Pushing down, forever down
Why can't I make it stop?

Pushing down, forever down
Why it makes me fall
Forever down, always down
Why does it make me cry?

I cannot stop this flow of tears

This flow of pain
This flow of blood
This never ending flow of nothing
Never stopping
Never ever going to end
I don't think it really ever started

Maybe it's just in my mind?
Maybe if I tell myself this, maybe it will end?
Maybe if I never stop, maybe I'll never start?
Maybe, maybe, if only

I know I'll never end this dream
The one that comes to me night and night
Never really ending this
Not able to remember the beginning

Not able to remember

ANYTHING BUT THIS