Devoid of emotion.
Lacking any feelings.
Stuck in an endless fog.

Trapped inside my body.
Begging to be let out.
Kicking and screaming 'No!'

Metal against my skin.
Finally I feel it.
My essence leaking out.

I am being let loose.
The pain searing through me.
Blood staining the carpet.

Tears flowing down my face.
Happy that I can feel.
That it hurts so badly.

I'm not numb anymore.