Puzzle Piece Life

The pieces no longer seem to fit
It's just an empty dream
What is the glorifying item
I'm missing to fill the void?
Now that it's finally gone
Do I really want it back?
It all seems as though it's a haze
Just in this cloud of smoke
I'm starting to break down
I didn't ask for it the first time
But even then I worked it through
Now it seems it's returning
And I don't know what to do
But nothing really is easy in this hellish life
Nothing within this puzzle seems
To make sense
Where the pieces are all gone
Or either never fit in.