Uncontrolled Emotion

What is this that's happening to me?

My sight's nearly gone,

Can't hardly breathe.

My head is spinning,

But I still am right here,

Wondering, looking, is he still near?

My senses are numbing,

And it seems so much.

I can't even feel the gentlest touch.

Is it love or obsession?

Merely jealousy?

How does my heart still beat inside of me?

Faster and faster,

My head twirls out of control.

Yet, still I am in my seat,

Un-achieving of my goal.