I sit here and think

Is what I did right?

Is the pain I caused worth the fight?

I hate to think all this was done for nothing

Because I cant keep my heart from shushing.

You will always be there

And it's not fair

For me to carry this emotion

I hope that your devotion

Will make you a great friend

Because right now I need you to be there till the end.

I don't need a boyfriend

I need someone to extend

A hand to help me

When I disagree

With myself and my heart

So when I restart

Be there to help because you

Are a friend that I will not shoo.