A door I thought I'd closed opened

To my left I turned

So much of me hoping to see you there

But all that was there was air

I feel a breeze & wonder

Is it you who's there

A door opens

And I wonder again

I want so much for it to be you

And then I cry again

Because you should still be here

I don't know what I'm still doing here

You had so much of me & you never knew

I'm here without you now & I don't know how that can be

In so many ways you took my life when you took yours

I feel a breeze & wonder

Is it you who's there

A door opens

And I wonder again

I want so much for it to be you

And then I cry again

Because you should still be here

I still expect to see you

And I don't mean in my mind

I still expect to see you here

I still expect to hear you never left

I feel a breeze & wonder

Is it you who's there

A door opens

And I wonder again

I want so much for it to be you

And then I cry again

Because you should still be here

Author's Note: Originally written on December 16, 2005