All I can feel is the same pain I've felt for over a month now

Has it really been more than a month

I'm a shell now of what I once was

My body's still here & I still go through each day

But each day I'm wondering when I can be with you again

I bleed but feel no pain except for the pain your leaving's brought me

I cry while so much of my longs to die if it'd mean I was with you again

I'm still grieving In such a state of disbelieving

I can't even stand up straight

And I can only stand for so long before I collapse again

Minimum of three times a day

Images of you never leave my mind

And I wouldn't forget a single one even if I could

I miss you too much to even try

I bleed but feel no pain except for the pain your leaving's brought me

I cry while so much of my longs to die if it'd mean I was with you again

Author's Note: Originally written on December 3, 2005