I'm still trying to come to grips with the unimaginable

I'm still crying here & only I know why

I never thought this could ever really be

You wanted out of this life

Couldn't find any reason to stay

And that's one of the many reasons we're without you today

I feel so sick

There's no relief

I've been so tired

Feeling so drained

But there is no rest in this

No relief in sight

You wanted out of this life

Couldn't find any reason to stay

And that's one of the many reasons we're without you today

I'm still trying to come to grips with the unimaginable

I'm still crying here & only I know why

I never wanted this to ever really be