What can I say

That I haven't already screamed a million times before

All I hear are the things you said over the years

And then I heard the two words that told me you were gone

And they tear through me even now

Those words have cut through me

So deeply I'm bleeding still

Will this pain ever be a memory

Or are you all that will be considered a memory by all but me

I lay here

Knowing if I sit or stand I'll just fall

And I don't have the strength to even crawl

Memories new & old are here again

And my face is still stained by tears from having lost you like this

Those words have cut through me

So deeply I'm bleeding still

Will this pain ever be a memory

Or are you all that will be considered a memory by all but me

To so many you had so much to live for

How is it possible it's ended like this

How is it possible you've gone on to Death's door

How is it possible it happened like it did

Those words have cut through me

So deeply I'm bleeding still

Will this pain ever be a memory

Or are you all that will be considered a memory by all but me