Author's Note: This song is definitely one of my darker songs because it wasn't written from a metaphoric standpoint. I wrote this while I really felt that I couldn't take being without a certain someone anymore.
I can't express this enough
No matter what I do I'm still thinking of you
Even when I try to fight
Day or night I still imagine you're here
I'm opening old scars tonight
Cutting through them as if it's the first time again
I feel the scrape of the blade
It burns but I can't bring myself to stop
Old memories are awakening each day
And I don't know what else I can say
It shouldn't have been you
And still I can't believe that it was
I'm opening old scars tonight
Cutting through them as if it's the first time again
I feel the scrape of the blade
It burns but I can't bring myself to stop
I'm bleeding but it doesn't matter
All that matters is being with you when it ends
To leave here like you did
And be with you again when this night ends
I'm opening old scars tonight
Cutting through them as if it's the first time again