You always wanted us to laugh

Tried to hide your pain behind your comedy

Blinded us all to what we now know

I guess looking back it's all so obvious now

I try to remember the good times

Try to laugh so I don't cry

Remember how you made me laugh

But now the memories only make me cry

And I know it's because of how gone you are now

I want to smile

But I'll never smile again

Not like I smiled when I was with you

It's just too much for me to get through

I try to remember the good times

Try to laugh so I don't cry

Remember how you made me laugh

But now the memories only make me cry

And I know it's because of how gone you are now

I know you'd want us to remember the good times

I try so hard knowing it's what you'd want

But it's just not enough

Not when you left us all like you did

I try to remember the good times

Try to laugh so I don't cry

Remember how you made me laugh

But now the memories only make me cry

And I know it's because of how gone you are now