I still wake up expecting to find what I never will

I stare in silence at the news I got that day

Still not comprehending just what it means

So many tell me this is over now

This chapter of my life

That these memories have to go

I still make believe that you're here

It's the only relief I can find in this

It's not much but it's the only relief I've found

So many tell me this is over now

This chapter of my life

That these memories have to go

It was a cold fall night & since then nothing's been right

Despite my falling tears

I still make believe that you're here