I'm so confused

I thought I was over you.

I just don't know what to do.

One moment I'm sitting here thinking,

Of you thumb rubbing my hand

Or

Of us playing footsie as we sit on the couch.

But then I come back to reality.

And I'm alone sitting here

Writing this to you.

When I know it doesn't matter,

Because it's the past

And it's gone, out of our control

I don't know where my heart lies

I don't understand what I'm supposed to do

So I'll just sit here and write this to you.