I'm so confused

I thought I was over you.

I just don't know what to do.

One moment I'm sitting here thinking,

Of you thumb rubbing my hand


Of us playing footsie as we sit on the couch.

But then I come back to reality.

And I'm alone sitting here

Writing this to you.

When I know it doesn't matter,

Because it's the past

And it's gone, out of our control

I don't know where my heart lies

I don't understand what I'm supposed to do

So I'll just sit here and write this to you.