Your Average Girl, And Also Me

A try-hard,
Always wanting to be the centre of attention,
Never quite managing it
Without looking stupid.

A failure, but not through lack of effort,
Deciding on things
But not always following them through.

Falling
Again and again
Never failing to get back up
But always with the knowledge
That soon, it'll be time to fall again.

Tired. Lonely. Breaking.
Broken.
Lost in the fantasy
of who she believes she should be.
These days, is this your average girl?
Either way, it's me.