Fake smile

Put on a fake smile

Pretend all the pain,

Is just a nightmare I had

Nobody knows

Who would care?

All I do is live my life

When it starts to turn "normal"

It gets turned around

Reminded of all the pain

Tears come to my eyes

But I hold them in

Bottling them inside

They want to get out

But I refuse once more

Reminded by the pain

I wish it could be physical

Since physical pain is easier to heal

I write and write

My feelings on paper

I cry and cry

Because no one can see

I sing my songs

And relax again

Doing my daily duties

With a fake smile