i'm waiting to die god

laying in self-induced misery

kiss my brow

say goodbye

let it all end tonight



i've sat on this bed for hours

wishing and waiting

watching as the rain pours

god, i know you can make it stop

that's what i was taught


i'm waiting for the end

i know you know that i know

that you're my only home

i'm still waiting to die god

dying inside

afraid to move ever since

dear Jimmy died.


an: I do not own St. Jimmy, that belongs to Green Day. No, this is not a song.