I'm so frustrated right now. Christine came it briefly today but then left before she saw me. Wendy told me specifically last night that Christine was gonna come in to see me though. So that just really pisses me off.


Later

Ok nevermind. Christine came back in to complete my discharge papers. We didn't talk about anything, but at least she finished up my stuff. And that's good enough for me.


Later

Talk God for Carmen! She let me have two of her cigarettes. And Mary's getting a whole carton later, so I can borrow some from her later if I need to.


Later

Aww..Melody just called her husband and told him to buy some cigarettes for me. That's so sweet!!


Later

Melody's husband brought me 3 packs of cigarettes! How sweet is that!


Later

Aunt Lisa just left. We had a pretty good visit. But as soon as she left, I started crying. I already miss her sooo much!!


Later

Yay! I'm in such a good mood right now! I just talked to Libby for awhile. It just made me really happy, especially when she called me "Ray Ray" and said that she loves me. I miss her so much, but it was so great to just hear her voice.


Later

Ugh. I feel so full and fat right now! I definitely shouldn't have eaten those goldfish for me night snack. I ate a little bit extra for pretty much all of my meals today. I'm just really trying to be more healthy, to eat when I'm hungry, and all that. So I'm proud of myself for that, but I still feel really guilty.

I'm trying to wait up until the night shift comes on, so I can see Cynthia and get her and Michelle to sign my Words of Wisdom. I could always wait until tomorrow morning, but I'm afraid that we'll run out of time or I'll forget or something.


Note: This was the last entry. Please read the sequel, An Inch of Time, which will document my 9 week stay at Menninger in Texas.