I sit back

Stare at the dark walls

Envisioning you my only goal

My mind plays you over

The thoughts never growing dim

I'm never lonely

With you in my head

I see you by my side

With that hole in your head

I freeze with fear

Trying to inch toward the bed

My mind plays rewind

As I watch the scene over

Of you laying in bed

With my gun to your head

My love trying to save you

I'm one second to late

You pulled that trigger

I fall over crying

Knowing this was my fate

Stumbling to get up

My jello like body shaking all over

This darkness encloses me

All four of the corners

I feel I'm on a merry-go-round that never stops spinning

My heart races

My last breaths are taken

Everything goes darker then before

I take my final fall

As I can bear no more