I don't want these images

I can't even say what they're of

Because they led to what took you

To what took you from all of us

I don't want to think you'd been drinking

But I want to think you didn't feel a thing

I want to believe that it was quick for you

Even when they say it was anything but

They say you were too lost

To be saved

They say you didn't want to be

But that's something I just can't believe

I don't want to think you'd been drinking

But I want to think you didn't feel a thing

I want to believe that it was quick for you

Even when they say it was anything but

You wanted to die

But have left us all here

Without so much as a goodbye

Leaving us all to wonder why