Trying to tell myself not to love him
Trying to tell myself not to care
Trying to stop looking for him
Trying to overcome the pain I cannot bare.
Looking for another way to see him
Looking for another way to care
Looking for another way to talk to him
But it causes far to much pain than I can bare.
Don't let me fall into darkness
Don't let me cry
Don't let me slip into sadness
Don't let me look you in the eye.
I want to see your face every day
I want you to hold me forever
I want you to let me stay
I know this wont happen ever
I know you will go
I know you will never think of me
I know this is so
Because you don't and never will,
By Jadza Lloyd