and i thought you were capable
not even of this.

with all your wit i
hate to see you wasted
(which is something you don't see yourself.)

((and i know if i start
to express my opinions
my disguise will fall off
once again.))

you're not romantic,i know
and you never were.

yet i don't think you know what you are doing
and one of us is blind
at least.

would things have been different if only I'd said,
"oh,
charlotte,
don't." ?