delving
too deep
into
sated mind
anxiety
makes one a pushover
i
wondered what made you
spit
like that
then
i realized it was
just
your way of saying
"god
i'm sexy"
and
i laughed at the wrong time
but
that's okay
because
this outing is your last
with
me
and
i know i'm pulling the cliché
when
i pull this black little trigger
but dearie –
the
thought of sharing you
makes
me want to vomit
all
over your sk8er shoes