i fell in love with
the dear boy
the moment he stepped into my room
he told me life wasn't fair
"but that's alright"
and sat down on my bed
we talked for minutes that
turned to hours about
life and how to end it
an angel's face he did have
but we only exchanged tongue once
later as he lovingly said goodbye
he handed me a gun
"do what's right" he called out
and a gunshot echoed through the night

(thank you suicide commando)
written on my wall
in blood