I Want To

I want to cry to you

I want to tell you whats wrong

I want to let it all out

I want to confide in you.

x

But something holds me back.

x

Fear? Guilt? My inner demons?

x

I honestly don't know.

x

I want it to be how it was

I want us to be close again

I want to be able to tell you anything

no matter how silly it might be.

x

I want to,

I badly do.

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I'd give anything

to be able to come to you.

x

But instead

I'm here

writing this stupid poem,

and crying alone.