My shades are on once again

So many think I'm trying to look so cool

But I'm wearing them so the tears don't show through

Looking at you then I never would've known

That would be the last time that I'd see you

Without it being something from the past

Each day I'm reminded of your ending & I long for mine more each minute

I burst into tears at the sight of the everyday utensil you utilized

And I begin to wonder if that will be what takes me too

Looking at you then I never would've known

That would be the last time that I'd see you

Without it being something from the past

My head hurts from all the crying

But the tears aren't stopping

Every time I wonder if this pain will end

I remember how you ended yours & I cry again