Long lost memories

Engulfing me once again

Pulling me under

The high tide of my falling tears

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I still watch you in all you left behind

So much of me still wants you not realizing

I often fear what I feel for you

But it seems only I know why

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I still need you

I need you to still be alive

I don't know what to do

I beg of you to tell me that they lied

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I still watch you in all you left behind

So much of me still wants you not realizing

I often fear what I feel for you

But it seems only I know why

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No part of me can accept that you've died

Especially not when it comes to the how & why

I hear your heart beating

And I hear your breathing but it's all in my mind