It's hit me and

I'm at full speed now.

Spinning, racing

My mind is speeding

Like there was never a caution sign.

I can't stop to think where I'm headed

Or where I am now…

I don't know, don't care to face the truth

Though it is killing me

But I can't confront it, I'm in denial

Going too fast to know where I am or headed

Even though I know it's killing me

My mind is speeding, Everything is spinning,

Everything is fake, everyone pretending…

I'm out of control,

I'm headed over the edge,

About to crash….

I couldn't see the sign.