It's hit me and
I'm at full speed now.
My mind is speeding
Like there was never a caution sign.
I can't stop to think where I'm headed
Or where I am now…
I don't know, don't care to face the truth
Though it is killing me
But I can't confront it, I'm in denial
Going too fast to know where I am or headed
Even though I know it's killing me
My mind is speeding, Everything is spinning,
Everything is fake, everyone pretending…
I'm out of control,
I'm headed over the edge,
About to crash….
I couldn't see the sign.