Losing

Tears flow like a river

What have I done wrong?

I tried so hard to figure out

What I've known all along

Without you there's an ache

A gaping hole in my heart

I could swear it wasn't there before

But then you had to start

You tried so hard to show me

How you felt inside

But I was too scared to let go

Now inside myself I hide

Now I want what I can't have

And it's driving me insane

Why is life so complicated?

Such a tricky and unfair game

┬ęSpiLLeD InK

December 12th, 2005