What friends?

When I thought,
That was the mistake,
All full of hate,
But who knows,
I wandered why,
That you all will die,
Ill be living,
With no friends,
Till the very end,
The walls are caving in,
Im never in trend,
No friends,
Thats what i say,
Shunting the world when they say hey,
Wanting to die,
Not being remembered,
Because of no friends,
To the end,
Im laughing,
That I dont,
Have any friends,
To stand by me,
Thats my decree,
So die,
Just die,
And forget me,
The guy,
With no friends.