Those words
Did those words really come from me?
Those harsh and hurtful things
Did I really say them
Was I really awake or was it a dream?
No
I am awake
I was awake
I said things I did not mean
And now those words are coming back to get me
Will I ever be forgiven?
I can only hope
I can only hope that things will be okay,
That those words may only be forgotten.
I am arrogant
Crabby
Self centered
I say and do things I do not mean
And those things come back to haunt me
Just a few minutes after
And the things I said
Those mean and nasty words
Are coming back to get me
I am told that it's okay
But that darn Lucifer
Darn him
He keeps bringing back my past
That past that I hate most
The past that rips me apart
He keeps showing me images that kill my soul
And he tries and tries to take me away from Jesus
Sometimes his plans even take over me
And I can't help but give in
But son by others words I am brought back
And all is right again
Why must I say things that over take others?
Over take the ones I care about
why is it that those words keep coming back to me?
Forgive me God
Forgive me friend
I am sorry beyond belief
Forgive me for my sins
Forgive me for the pain I brought you
Forgive me for those words
I didn't mean I single one of them
I am sorry
Forgive me please