Confused Feelings

You always make me laugh,

You always make me smile,

I want to see you again so bad,

It's been too long a while…

I don't know what it is about you,

That makes these emotions so real,

And I get so confused on everything,

To where I'm not sure what to feel…

It's like on the outside I want you,

And I know you really care,

But on the inside,

It's like you're not even there,

And I'm afraid to be called yours,

When I don't feel you inside,

I would hate to hurt you,

And admit to you I lied,

And after so many things that's happened,

I'm afraid to trust people with my heart,

And I don't want to love someone,

And risk our friendship falling apart…

I think I just want to love you,

And I don't feel it deep down,

It's just a wanting feeling I have,

And the fact I want someone around,

Someone who will comfort me,

Understand everything I say,

Someone to love me for who I am,

And never go away…

You always make me laugh,

You always make me smile,

I want to see you again so bad,

It's been too long a while,

I don't know what it is about you,

That makes these emotions so real,

And I can't help but get confused,

On what I am suppose to feel…