Hey Mom,

I'm writing to you

Not to tell you, that I hate you

Just to ask why…

Why you abuse me

Why you hurt me

You may not see it

I'm dead inside

No matter how many smiles you see on my face

I'm crying and screaming

Asking you to stop

There're so many scars on this "happy" person

You do things to me

That I wish you didn't do

I've fallen deeper into myself

It seems I'll never come out

This road is a long hard road

A never ending cycle

Of you scarring up my soul