My head hurts

From all these thoughts

All these thoughts I shouldn't have

All the wants that I don't need

My heart aches

From the loneliness inside

I know I'm loved but I feel empty

Hurt, not wanted.

Sometimes it feels as if I'm on

The sidelines of your heart

That you only notice me

When I'm with someone else

You only notice when I'm holding his hand

Because you know that in my heart

Those feelings are gone

But really more feelings are there

Clouding my mind, confusing me

To a point of utter disgrace

A point when I feel as if I'm

Trapped in my own head and can't get out, can't get

Free from all the worry and confusion

You caused

In the end my head aches, my heart pounds

This love for you can't be safe.