Feelings

It's the way you used to look at me

That made me realize how you really felt

I couldn't see it then, but now I can

Looking back now

I realize I felt it too

Deep in my heart I knew

That it would never work between us

I just didn't want to admit it

So I told myself these feelings

Were just products of overactive paranoia

I was afraid to lose you

So I told myself that everything was okay

I guess I was kinda relieved

When you finally said it first

It was my chance to get out

Of this game with no winner

This game that was going nowhere

You had the guts to call it quits

When I couldn't do it

And I admire you for that

You ended it instead of leading me on