i laugh like a child
i scream like a girl
(hello, i am one)
i may be young
but i'm mature in an odd way
i fell in lust
the moment i realized you
existed
(did that hurt your feelings?)
but then again
that happens with nearly every
adorable guy on this earth

i'm afaid of the world
i'm afraid to be loved
(because i know that "lost"
is just around the corner)
i'm afraid of spiders
and of shadows
(not to mention i am one)
but despite all my faults
all of which i'm telling you of
right off the bat

i don't really care about
most of yours

and find myself wondering
right now
even though we don't know
each other very well

"do you love me yet?"