A/N: I was bored so I decided to write a response drabble to the previous one. Mention of shojo-ai but if you blink, you'll miss it. Yes. It's that small. I don't own At The Beginning from Anastasia.

Too Late To Say I Love You

We were strangers
Starting out on a journey
Never dreaming what we'd have to go through
Now here we are
And I'm suddenly standing
At the beginning with you

I listen to my twin sister sing the song. Rei always did have a good singing voice....

I'm at your grave you know. Along with Akai, Tsuki, Kisa, Rei, Saruku, and Iris. We're all here after a week of your death....

No one told me I was going to find you
Unexpected, what you did to my heart
When I lost hope
You were there to remind me
This is the start

I still don't get why Rei's singing right now but it's certainly lightening the mood. I turned my eyes away from her and towards the tombstone. Your tombstone. It was plain with three stars on the top, the middle one being the biggest. Underneath that was your name, your birth day and...your death day.

Kisa and Tsuki were burying their head on Akai's shoulders, tears staining his black shirt but I don't think he cares. Iris is crying into Rei's shirt while Rei was hugging her loosely but still singing. Saruku had his eyes to Rei and was playing with her silvery blue hair.

I think there's something going on between the three of them.....I unconsciously narrowed my eyes and glared at Saruku when our eyes met. He smirked but said nothing. I gritted my teeth but didn't say anything as well.

Today, we had a truce, saying we won't fight in front of your...grave so you will be happy.

And life is a road, and I want to keep going
Love is a river I want to keep going on
Starting out on a journey
Life is a road and I want to keep going
Love is a river I want to keep flowing
In the end I want to be standing at the beginning
With you

I still can't believe what you did. You were always...so happy.... Like Iris. I remember when I was going pass you and your friends and I overheard a part of your conversation....

"Aye aye. So troublesome...."

"Tsuki-chan! Stop acting like Shikamaru from Naruto!"

"But it is troublesome...." There was laughter and then Akai spoke up.

"So when do we meet?"

"At five." He stopped in his tracks. He never knew that Rei hang out with her...

"So it's settled. Today at five, we meet at Saa-chan's house for a sleepover!" Kisa exclaimed.

"Whoohoo!" 'Saa-chan' was jumping up and down along with Iris. They linked hands and was dancing/circling around Rei while the others were laughing.

"Aye. Troublesome..."

"Tsuki-chan!!!"

"What? I didn't say anything...." There was more laughter as he continued on his way.

You really were the light....I remember when you confessed your love for me. I was beginning to respond back to you but you ran off before I could finish saying the sentence. All you heard was "I've always--" and I suppose you mistaken that as me rejecting you.

We were strangers
On a crazy adventure
Never dreaming how are dreams could come true
Now here we stand
Unafraid of the future
At the beginning with you

And life is a road, and I want to keep going
Love is a river I want to keep flowing
Life is a road, now and forever
Wonderful journey
I'll be there when the world stops turning
I'll be there when the storm is through
At the end I want to be standing at the beginning
With you

I sighed out loud and placed the bouquet of white and red roses on your grave. Roses were always your favorite huh? I remember you mentioning it when you were answering Kisa's question....

I only wish you happiness. But I sent you to your death...I shook my head. I was getting into a guilt trip once more.... I looked over at my friends. Iris, Kisa, and Tsuki were struck hard when they heard of your death. Rei had managed to keep a straight face but even in her eyes, I can see sorrow, regret, loneliness, and...was that rage?

That's weird. Why would she be angry? I shrugged and listened to Rei's soothing singing.

I knew there was somebody somewhere
Like me alone in the dark
Now I know my dream will live on
I've been waiting so long
Nothing's going to tear us apart

And life is a road and I want to going
Love is a river I want to keep flowing
Life is a road, now and forever
Wonderful journey
I'll be there when the world stops turning
I'll be there when the storm is through
In the end I want to be standing at the beginning
With you

Akai, Kisa, and Tsuki walked off, each girl on either side of the destiny-believer and arms wrapped around his.

"Irine, let go of me already."I heard Rei ordered. Iris obeyed and hugged her arm. I raised an eyebrow as Rei sighed. "Come on. Let's go." Rei and Iris walked off with Saruku behind them. He stopped and looked at me.

"It'snot your fault, you know." and he followed the two.

I was confused on why he said that but I didn't care. I smiled lightly at your grave and walked off.

And life is a road, and I want to keep going
Love is a river I want to keep going on
Starting out on a journey
Life is a road and I want to keep going
Love is a river I want to keep flowing
In the end I want to be standing at the beginning
With you

Saya Miyazaki....don't ever forget I love you.....

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If I can be together with you in my dreams, then let me sleep forever....