You made me love
A something that (never) really was there
In between dark haired midnight kisses, I lost
My cool but nothing else. You made sure of that.
Is this anger towards you for what you denied
Me or simply for whom you took away? I think
I loved her more than you and even if I didn't it sounds
So much more delicious, mocha latte rich
Melting on my tongue like you once did
In the dead beat hot passion, cuddled up nights
Of innocence. I just don't understand
Where we left the basic emotions at the door
And when I changed to hating you more as you
Hurt me each day. I'm too quiet maybe but you
Were a bastard, ahem sorry boyfriend. Interchangeable as
We were from each other. Remember how they ran our names into
One word because they fitted like us side by
Side by side. We were beautiful(ly rotten)
When it all began in 15 year old sunshine innocence
That tumbled in the wind but we held solid.
You didn't trust me and I sobbed in your arms
That betrayed me to laughter as the moon set,
How I laughed! Still laugh writing bad poetry
With your tainted stamp but it doesn't matter
As I engrave in the lines your worst.
The letter X is such a bitch.