My Fall From Grace

Hatred rips through my veins

Dripping through my head

I curse myself in silence

For wishing you were dead

I know I should not think this way

But I can't help myself

For now I know I'm going

Strait to fiery hell

My fall from grace is certain

As these thoughts that engulf me

I wretch upon the ground

And all my sins I see

My anger's well deserved
But guilt invades my mind

No matter how I wish

To leave it all behind

The evil in my heart

Cannot be denied

It will show up someday soon

On that day I will die

I know I am not fit

To live among your world

The screams of the surrounding

Can be clearly heard

As fury drags me into darkness

Once again I fight

And even if it's out of vain

I reach out for the light